amazing fact

my weight decreases from 40kg to 35kg.
running + eating less = slimming like hell

lose my appetite man. URGHS.

sunday rush

shattering one's hope is well pushing one to the cliff. be it unknowingly or deliberately. the motive is not the priority anymore. the fact is that everything seems to be insignificant. u made it so real and then u came to tell me is a dream. what doesnt change as time goes? i would love to hear from u. ur word is like an excuse. a pool of excuses. change for a better or change for a worse. let time shows everything. i find it a woah woah that ppl can turn a small thing to a big thing. on avril's side for now. things arent that complicated. is u made it so. so out of the picture. so out of the box. covering up ur weaknesses to show ur strengths? i would choose to show my strengths to cover up my weaknesses. or maybe ms choo was really right. let ur weaknesses become your strengths. wow. shes great.

chem test is over!

i won 800m with a casual timing of 2 mins 51s. teachers were all expecting me to break the sch record. but please, i'm not that fast. i didnt even hit my personal best of 2mins and 46s. the adrenaline was jus not flowing u see. and i jus found out something remarkable. i can only run well under rainy weather. after the 800m race, i was really really really very very tired. Still, i had to rush home to prepare my chem test. Today chem test was reasonably easy and yes! i get to breathe now. gotta run 4 by 100m tmr, pray that we will get top 8 =)

It was estimated that another monster is coming to the world on 28 May. Leeanne' sister. my aunty's 2nd daughter. my grandma 6th granddaughter and my dunno number what cousin. so many girls in my family tree. i think is time for me to bring a breakthrough. WAHAHAHAHAS. IN TEN YEARS TIME LAH.

times that are unpredictable

new motto: leak and achieve
i guess only tpjcians know what i am talking about.
urghs. i was late for school again! i woke up reasonably early but still, cldnt catch that number 3 bus. miss yeah gonna call up my grandpa for sure. now in the library, rushing out my PI. unbelievable. i know. internet is so distracting lah. my schedule is so packed. cant even squeeze out some time for my juniors SYF. YUCKS. i miss them. i miss guzheng.

blue door image

Sisters in christ

way back into love

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real

or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do

and if you’ll help me to start again

you know that I’ll be there for you in the end

3000m

gosh. i made it!! what a day to run 3000m after the EU event. i was hoping that they would postpone the race since the weather wasnt very friendly. the buffet was like calling me and all my frens were digging in. so yup, i joined them in eating. Den someone came at the wrong time, telling me that i have a race later on. URGhs. so very quickly, i ran to the toilet to get changed and forced myself to vomit everything i had eaten. thats crazy, i know. but i had to do it. how to win a race with bloated stomach. i guess it must be the rainy environment that brought me victory. i jus cant run well under hot sun.

love yanndar, sherman, track girls and guys esp cheeseng. i heard their loud cheering and witnessed their presence too. without them , i wldnt win (=

after everything, i walked to the bus stop with chee ken and sean. i wondered where have all the girls gone to. Back home, i broke the good news to my birthday grandma. she's proud of me ok! but when the minute she found out that i actually won 3000m instead of the usual event 800m, shes back to her naggy image! HAHAHAHAS. she has always been advising me to stop running, esp when i'm in long distance. go skinnier each day. thats true. but i really want to make good use of these 2 years to achieve more things. retirement is still out of my dictionary.

grandma's birthday

brought my grandma to sakae sushi for dinner today. maybe i was feeling loaded or maybe i jus missed that place. but whatever the reason is, i know i cant replace her in his heart. am looking for a bag to accommodate my stuffs. many of my bags r either too old or too small. when memories r dull and insignificant, i doubt it can rekindle the love. going home with always the wrong person, receiving love and care from always the wrong person. so many people are speaking into my mind. i need some time to sort it out and discern the right voice. throw comments at me? i think is time for u to take a look at urself. what a past. what a now, what a future. what a world we're in right now.i still believe that God is good all the time. jus let me continue to fight with my remaining strength and i believe for more power. i dun sit back and slack. i stand up and fight. sorry if i disappoint u. i'm just that strong. Let ur judgement be, but be ready to catch it with double portion. i accepted my mistakes but i never sae yes to defeat.

TRACK

have been talking alot on the phone these days. and yeah, neglected my studies. i even missed my bio test and chem tuition on thursday lah. that explains why today i was super stressed up with events lining up in my schedule.
first, i rushed down for bio test.
edwin is sucha noise pollutant lah.
den i went for my long jump n I LOST! shld have joined 1500m seriously.
eadelin has to stick to running. BLEHS.
jus found out smth interesting from MAX. so interesting that sexyback and jon were like doing it. [ sound so wrong]
hehehe, but is abt the starting blocks and all. cldnt stop laughing. jon is like an entertainer lah.
and den i saw shandi and ezekiel suddenly pop up from nowhere. i mean, it was so unusual to see them ard in sports hall and stadium. never give much thoughts abt it. and den jon came into the picture and shouted, i hate nike bag. and all our reactions were like.... HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.

HE'S ENTERTAINER, FOR SURE!

hais, council investiture is coming. yah, i'm busy. so give me a big wide smile to cheer me up.

xcountry 2007

lost my Gp file yesterday. i went crazy like a mad woman, searching up and down for my file. Thank God that arthur was with me. can see that he's a problem solver. hehehes. din know his english is that powerful. scored an A1 for o levels. i was like, ARE YOU SURE?!
maybe he has the stupid look. lols.


and yes, come to the exciting part! TODAY I WENT FOR NATIONALS XCOUNTRY!!!!!!!!!!
was super upset that we didnt enter for top 6 , but well, this competition serves as a bonding session among the girls i suspose. surprisingly, chin hao was there too. and this million dollars question came to me, what is chin hao doing here.
blehs.

then we cab back to sch. sean was like, eadelin eadelin eadelin eadelin. ARGHS. FEEL LIKE WHACKING HIM. but he's far too cute. all girls will come after me if i lay a finger on him. hehehes.

alright. i'm so smelly here. poooof*

breakup

love has been trampled. i have learnt a new skill in life.

easter sat

Me and mandai!

tears flooded my both eyes as i watched the drama. every year, i cried over the same old thing and that is Jesus crucification. but u can be surprise that there are people stay emotionless even when they saw jesus being nailed onto the cross. After sat easter, chin hao and i went to look for amanda and selestine. my tongue got so spiced up by chin hao la. well, dun get wrong idea. i'm referring to the chilli sauce he added into my nasi lemak. hahahas!



den 4 of us went to hang around at different playgrounds, sharing music files and 'gossiping' abt our classmates. somebody needs to get trained in kissing. WAHAHAHAS. =P

good friday

Went to catch ' the reaping' with many of my classmates. i dun really understand its ending BUT IT IS STILL A COOL MOVIE. i shall give 3 stars for it.

had a fantastic easter's service today!
well, all of my friends actually went down for the altar call, i'm so proud of them.
AND AFTER THAT, WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AT THE CARNIVAL, BASICALLY PLAYING WITH THE FLYING BALLOONS. our lovebirds junhong and chantel were late for service and thus, cldnt enter the hall, MALU! oh yea, didnt know jeffrey is such a lucky fellow. he actually won the $10 carnival voucher! hahahas.

on my way back home, i was feeling very burdened once again. As people get saved, there are people backsliding. is kind of scary that i can see their futures. be it deja vu or 6th sense. people just dont believe.

easter's eve

many of my class girls will be joining me tmr for easter's celebration, hurray!
looove my class so much. ON AND STEADY. hehes.
and i find my GP teacher is a little bit screwed up there. SHE ENJOYS GIVING US HOMEWORK. but well, i call it a good thing. =)